Daisy dosen't like nightmares one bit...

Hey it's me again, who else would it be..? Ya never know, could be santa, or murial the shrew, tis all possible. *nods*

So, my friend paige came round on saturday and it was quite cool seeing her again. She knows i can't be really hyperactive and stuff, but we were really mad and did a bit of chav dancing which of course exhausted me a bit. *doh daisy* Although, we did stick stars to our faces, which was hmmm, intresting.
Me: Why are your sticking and mine aren't?
Paige: Dunno.. Foundationer?
Me: Tricky little midget.
Paige is very small, she has to look up to see me! Poor girl ;)

We got our tree out the same day but havent had a chance to decorate it yet. We stuck a crochet angel type thang on it and i have another one in my room, because i likey angels. *grins* I basically have the most cluttered bedroom in existance now. it's so filled with christmas stuff it's insane. It's like santa's grotto in here. Mega cheesey, but at christmas thats allowed. My mum dosent even mind its that cluttered, maybe she does but dosent want to ruin the festive spirit.
even though it dosen't feel like christmas at all. dunno why, just dosent *sighs* im excited, but kinda not at the same time. i dunno, maybe the christmas spirit is wearing off now with me. :(

the reason of this title of this topic is because i just spent the WHOLE night dreaming (nightmaring actually but thats not a word.. is it?) about something really horrible :( i think it was becasue i was talking to lissa and someone with m.e had died today. but i dreamt that lissa died saving me, and completely broke down in my dream. it was so sad, and her family were in my dream too, i woke up crying it was so bad. >_> i know its stupid of me to be holding onto ernie teh monkey (which lissa's mutti gave moi as a early christmas pressie) for the last half hour but it was so real it shocked me. i really don't know what i'd do without lissa, so it was horrid having to dream about it. stupid dreams! BOOOO! :(

i've finished the second anita blake book, which is called the laughing corpse, was very good, although, she was way more kickasss in this one. she shoved a gun into a dudes groin O_O and popped someones eyeball..

...are you feeling queasy yet? i'll stop. :P
i've started reading meg cabots 'the animator' series, which is quite awesome. I got up to chapter three then went to bed. well, i was already IN bed but yannoo!
i got to sleep at half 9 (MEGA ACHIVEMNET! :D )and woke up at ermm at half 4? 7 hours i think i slept, goodo for me! BROWNIE POINT! :D wait, does that mean i get brownies? mmmmm brownies.. *mouth waters*

im not sure really what else to write in here now, but i mentioned earlier about a girl with m.e dying. apparently it was a assisted suicide and the girl was bedridden for 16 years, feeding tubes and some wire keeping her alive, poor girl :( at least shes painfree now.

talking of death, no matter how bad it sounds, when people say that the dead person is in a better place, how is being dead a better place? i suppose if your christian you could say that, but i suppose everyone does say it anyway. that probably sounds harsh, but its bit weird to me. maybe we are in better places as we dont have to deal with stupid poobums annoying us, and all the general affairs (not like cheating couples i might mention :P although, that does suck too!) of everyday life.

i think i should stop talking about death now, espically seeing as that dream terrifed me.

laters! xxx

Note to self: Get gingerbread house :P (AND EAT IT.. eventually.)