Tuesday, 9 December 2008

Lyrics that mean stuff.

Well, don't all lyrics? just these mean stuff to me, some really odd stuff, but yeaaaaah. :D

the click five - just a girl
even though the song is about a dude crushing on a really mean girl...
She's cold and she's cruel,
but she knows what she's doing.


^reminds me of my exbestfriend. she was totally like that :/

avril lavinge - my happy ending
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread


^kinda reminds me of m.e, and held up on expectations that easily shatter.

avril lavinge - get over it
Don't turn around
Cuz im sick and im tired of your face
Don't make this worse
You've already gone and got me mad
It's too bad I'm not sad
It's casting over
It's just one of those things
You'll have to get over it


^i relate to that so often, espically the 'it's too bad i'm not sad, it's casting over' once someone crosses me, i dont really care about anything to do with them anymore :/ quite cold of me and stuff, but yeah. :P

adele - hometown glory
Shows that we ain't gonna stand shit
Shows that we are united
Shows that we ain't gonna take it
Shows that we ain't gonna stand shit
Shows that we are united


^reminds me of aymers and compaining to get m.e heard, and that people say its in our heads and we fight back untied together ^_^

and from the same song:
Ooh the people I've met
Are the wonders of my world


^very true :)

brand new day - forty foot echo
Tomorrow's a brand new day
Tomorrow's a new day


^ whatever happens, tomorrow has gotta be better, right?


add some more some other time xx

Monday, 8 December 2008

Daisy dosen't like nightmares one bit...

Hey it's me again, who else would it be..? Ya never know, could be santa, or murial the shrew, tis all possible. *nods*

So, my friend paige came round on saturday and it was quite cool seeing her again. She knows i can't be really hyperactive and stuff, but we were really mad and did a bit of chav dancing which of course exhausted me a bit. *doh daisy* Although, we did stick stars to our faces, which was hmmm, intresting.
Me: Why are your sticking and mine aren't?
Paige: Dunno.. Foundationer?
Me: Tricky little midget.

Paige is very small, she has to look up to see me! Poor girl ;)

We got our tree out the same day but havent had a chance to decorate it yet. We stuck a crochet angel type thang on it and i have another one in my room, because i likey angels. *grins* I basically have the most cluttered bedroom in existance now. it's so filled with christmas stuff it's insane. It's like santa's grotto in here. Mega cheesey, but at christmas thats allowed. My mum dosent even mind its that cluttered, maybe she does but dosent want to ruin the festive spirit.
even though it dosen't feel like christmas at all. dunno why, just dosent *sighs* im excited, but kinda not at the same time. i dunno, maybe the christmas spirit is wearing off now with me. :(

the reason of this title of this topic is because i just spent the WHOLE night dreaming (nightmaring actually but thats not a word.. is it?) about something really horrible :( i think it was becasue i was talking to lissa and someone with m.e had died today. but i dreamt that lissa died saving me, and completely broke down in my dream. it was so sad, and her family were in my dream too, i woke up crying it was so bad. >_> i know its stupid of me to be holding onto ernie teh monkey (which lissa's mutti gave moi as a early christmas pressie) for the last half hour but it was so real it shocked me. i really don't know what i'd do without lissa, so it was horrid having to dream about it. stupid dreams! BOOOO! :(

i've finished the second anita blake book, which is called the laughing corpse, was very good, although, she was way more kickasss in this one. she shoved a gun into a dudes groin O_O and popped someones eyeball..

...are you feeling queasy yet? i'll stop. :P
i've started reading meg cabots 'the animator' series, which is quite awesome. I got up to chapter three then went to bed. well, i was already IN bed but yannoo!
i got to sleep at half 9 (MEGA ACHIVEMNET! :D )and woke up at ermm at half 4? 7 hours i think i slept, goodo for me! BROWNIE POINT! :D wait, does that mean i get brownies? mmmmm brownies.. *mouth waters*

im not sure really what else to write in here now, but i mentioned earlier about a girl with m.e dying. apparently it was a assisted suicide and the girl was bedridden for 16 years, feeding tubes and some wire keeping her alive, poor girl :( at least shes painfree now.

talking of death, no matter how bad it sounds, when people say that the dead person is in a better place, how is being dead a better place? i suppose if your christian you could say that, but i suppose everyone does say it anyway. that probably sounds harsh, but its bit weird to me. maybe we are in better places as we dont have to deal with stupid poobums annoying us, and all the general affairs (not like cheating couples i might mention :P although, that does suck too!) of everyday life.

i think i should stop talking about death now, espically seeing as that dream terrifed me.

laters! xxx

Note to self: Get gingerbread house :P (AND EAT IT.. eventually.)

Thursday, 4 December 2008

The shananigans of Stephen superman hawkings..

Did I spell shananigans right? Ah well, if I haven't, tough! *innocent cute face*
I do innocent cute faces very well. ;)
This is titled that, because due to the fact I feel like a Stephen Hawking superman when on the stairlift.. :P
Anyways, stair lift is in and running! It's ran off a battery! Well, who'd of known! I named it Jean.. after Jean-Claude out of my vampire novel thing I'm reading. I thought Jean-Claude was a bit too long, so shortened it down to just Jean. Because I'm cool and name things.
I think I spent the whole day downstairs?! I did rest though! Spent ages watching music videos.. okay, thats not resting, but bite me. (No really, do. Then I can just turn you into a vampire for payback!)
Yeah, but I did rest.. I DID. I'm not denial or loony either. Okay, maybe loony.. but definetly not in denial or having delusions.. ooh a leprechaun.. *scurries off*

Soooo, I watched Santa Clause 3: The escape clause with mon muttai earlier, which is pretty damn funny and corny at the same time. Jack Frost, hahaahaa. He looked so stupid as Satan. Wait- I mean't to write Santa. Crap. ¬_¬
I also stole (Mum said it wasn't stealing, it was our food.. it took the fun out of being a food criminal! :( ) a fruit salad thing from the cupboard. They didn't tell me they had them. Pesky family! :P Well haaaa, I have eaten one now. *smug look*
I think after that Lissa phoned, right as I was about to go upstairs, but everyone was kinda talking over us and stuff, so I escaped to my bedroomy ;) I'm very glad Lissa's feeling a bit better and stuffs, HELLO LISSAAAA IF YOUR READING THISSSS. *Waves and attacks you with hugs*
I think I pretty much went on the compooper after that and such.. buuut- did go back down in the evening and had dinner with Tim (First time in a yearish, blimey!) and his antics with 'eewy potatos' :P
Watched some eerie film called Preminition I think? With Sandra Bullock and that evil boyfriend demon thing of Pheobe's in Charmed.. twas very good.. and eeire.. did I mention it was eeire?

Anyways, technically now it's the day after all this happened due to my stupid laptop burning up and dying like a dying thing on a heatpad. But luckily it saved my draft so mee happy.


OOOH. I hast new pj's aswell. :D But, mum and dad brought back HSM (WHAT IN GODS NAME DID THEY DO THAT FOR?!) ones too. ¬_¬ I saw Zac Efrons face and actually squealed really loudly. And not squealing in the fan girl way. The 'OMG EWWW GET IT AWAY FROM ME!' Yes. Zac Efron is a it, not a who or a he.

I think I might write some more of my story today, the one with like, re-birth and stuff, because it's quite intresting. I never have the time to write really anymore, which is stupid as I have alot of time on my hands..

We has also decided that this weekend we are putting up christmas decorations :D For the first time in two years we are having a tree! And I get to help decorate it, therefore it is fantastically AWESOME. I *Think* we are getting fairy lights to put in my room? YAAY. :D

Paige be coming round tomorrow. O_O

Anyways, I should probably go now and stuff, so toodle-ooo. Got a science lesson later :P

Wednesday, 3 December 2008

Hello there human bean ;)

Wouldn't it be awesome to have a human made of beans? Not baked beans obviously, because that'd be like rather icky. STILL, you could become a bean human by getting loads of superglue and sticking it to yourself, then climbing into a bath full of baked beans. Tada, presto, BEAN HUMAN! All nice until you start to smell and rot and then people start screaming "RUN FOR THE HILLS THE RABID (Possibly by now you could of been given rabies, some rabid things might like baked beans!) BEAN HUMAN IS COMING TO GET USSSSSS! AAAH!" How horribley terrifing. Remind me never to get into a bath of beans. Ever.
Y'know, I'm slowly starting to feel sorry for you. Your having to endure reading this, and it's all rather insane and rambly. I make no sense do I? Lets be intellectual! I can't even spell the word right but lets be it! YAAAY! :D
Anywaaays... HELLO! Welcome to my bloginton! Thank you for reading it! I do hope some of you will stick around long enough to read it reguarly, if not urm, you smell? :P Naw, I'd fear if anyone carried on reading this..

..Your still reading aren't you? Gosh, can't get rid of you ;)
Wow, don't I sound mad? 24 hours no sleep and typing away at the computer at exactly 4:44am like I'm having a conversation with you. Weird? I think sooo. ;)

So lets get down to buisness, or the disco infurno. Or however you spell it. Bish Bosh.
IMMA GETTING MY STAIRLIFT TODAAAY!
That's kinda why I started this blog and stuff, so I can documnet and stuff. I don't expect miracles, but like, YEY! I think I'm going to momentarily have to stop typing for a few minutes or I might have some leakage accidents. ;)
Okay, no more leakage accidents will happen, not that I had one if your wondering. I bet your so totally going '...ewwwww' right now. I can so clear a room with my disgustingness.
Haha, the simpsons just started doing the short short dance... Oh classic entertainment.
Anyway, back to stairlift, yey! I'm so excited! Espesh as it's been what, a year of bedboundness and I've only been down.. three times? For stuff that had to be done? And suffered badly afterwards? SUFFERING NO MORE!
Kinda bit weird about the thought of then I really am kinda disabled? Hmm.

So, Paige is coming round on saturday. And for all you lovely people who are like 'What? Who?' right now, she's mon only friend from school. ;) She's like, staying half an hour and then we are seeing how I am as to if she can stay half an hour longerrr. She's very awful at subtly asking about christmas presents. She blantantly asked ;) And.. apparently my tutor is getting me a present? Does that mean Stephanie and Raya have to dip in? HAHA. They will hate that. XD But it's nice of Miss Russell to do that for me. :)

My jumper appears to be very big and flappy and reminds me of straight jackets. Is this some sign?

EEE CHARLIE IS A COMING ON TUESDAY.
EEEPERS.

Haha, and I have these random snippits of a conversation with mon friends Chloe and Annie.. we were webcamming threeway on MSN. :D It was ages ago though.

(23:48) The Annie Banan: the whole right side of my hair is completely screwed! ¬_¬ lol
(23:49) Daisy V: *dosent laugh*
(23:49) Daisy V: oh sh- you can see me.

(23:49) Daisy V: haha, im a good friend. (;
(23:50) The Annie Banan: who likes to laugh at others misfortunes
(23:50) Daisy V: me?
(23:50) The Annie Banan: who else am i talking to??
(23:50) Daisy V: gerrie halliwell?
(23:50) The Annie Banan: ¬_¬
(23:50) Daisy V: I SEE THAT SMIRK
(23:51) Daisy V: you were impressed. ;O

*Talking about what we were listening to*
(00:10) Chloe [: I kissed a girl ¬_¬
(00:10) Daisy V: oh did you now chloe?
(00:10) Chloe [: the song!
(00:10) Daisy V: sure! ;D
(00:10) Chloe [: *headdesk*

(00:10) Daisy V: annie, are you not amused?
(00:10) The Annie Banan: huh?
(00:10) Chloe [: awww
(00:10) The Annie Banan: i wasnt really payin attention.
(00:10) Daisy V: you were using a concentraion/constapation face!


(00:31) Chloe [: why can't i be a size 3 annie?
(00:31) Daisy V: becaue your 15.
(00:31) Chloe [: i'm confuzzled
(00:31) The Annie Banan: cos thats...abnormal LOL
(00:31) Daisy V: maybe chloes an..
(00:31) Daisy V: ELF.
(00:31) The Annie Banan: i already knew that

(01:22) Daisy V: everyone at school used to call me cherry
(01:22) The Annie Banan: why?
(01:22) Chloe [: ?
(01:22) Daisy V: apparently i have a cherry shaped head
(01:22) Chloe [: awwwwh
(01:22) The Annie Banan: nuttin wrong with that?
(01:22) Daisy V: are you implying i do?
(01:22) Chloe [: xD
(01:22) The Annie Banan: no lol!
(01:22) The Annie Banan: but if you did..

(02:42) The Annie Banan: daisy...would you bite me?
(02:42) Daisy V: why would i bite you?
(02:42) The Annie Banan: in a non kinky way.
(02:42) Chloe [: cause we're tired
(02:42) Chloe [: we need t' be vampires like you ;D
(02:42) The Annie Banan: yuppity
(02:43) Daisy V: i wouldnt bite you in a kinky way!
(02:43) Chloe [: xD
(02:43) The Annie Banan: good to know

(02:54) Daisy V: who was that?
(02:54) Daisy V: i saw someone
(02:54) The Annie Banan: whaddya mean?
(02:54) The Annie Banan: oh on cam?
(02:54) The Annie Banan: my nan lol.
(02:54) Daisy V: at 3am?
(02:56) The Annie Banan: well she needed the toilet lol. you want my nan to wet herself??

(02:57) The Annie Banan: i thought somethin was up your nose then...
(02:57) Daisy V: whos?
(02:57) The Annie Banan: i leaned in to check lol
(02:57) The Annie Banan: yours
(02:57) Chloe [: xD
(02:58) Daisy V: waannaa have a closer inspection annie?
(02:58) The Annie Banan: nah its alright! i can lean in its okay

(03:36) Daisy V: stop licking your arm/hand
(03:36) The Annie Banan: its impossible to lick your arm!
(03:36) Daisy V: prove it!
(03:36) The Annie Banan: NO
(03:36) The Annie Banan: its tastes icky!


(03:47) Daisy V: its just weeping
(03:47) The Annie Banan: oj? lmao
(03:47) The Annie Banan: awww its weeping?
(03:47) The Annie Banan: tastes of salt
(03:47) Daisy V: DONT TASTE IT!
(03:47) The Annie Banan: daisys face!
(03:48) Daisy V: not funny! that was gross!
(03:48) The Annie Banan: was funny lol.

(04:17) The Annie Banan: we shall sing you a lullaby through the method of typing.
(04:17) Daisy V: how very loving of you..
(04:17) The Annie Banan: yeah i know
(04:18) The Annie Banan: okay...
(04:18) The Annie Banan: A#
(04:18) The Annie Banan: g#
(04:18) The Annie Banan: i give up.


Okay, got carried away. :P


That's all I can think of at the moment.. - oh yesh, I have green nails, but they kinda look snot coloured.. ew. And my room smells of chips. Stale chips. Yum.

Loveesss le'Daisybooo of erm, somewhere. xx

Sunday, 16 November 2008

Lissa's visit on Wednesday 29th October, 2008

Lissa came down to my on Wednesday 29th October, 2008. She came about 1-ish, and went about an hour and 40 minutes later! She was only mean't to stay for an hour, but her and my mutti got nattering... alot. I had a fab time with her, twas a bit weird at first, was just getting used to seeing her in PERSON. It was so mind blowingly awesome, you wouldn't of believed it! Her mum brought devils horns and wands for the both of us, and a witch's nose too. Her mum was so lovely! And Lissa obviously. We filmed alot, and took a few pictures. Lissa even went to Narnia! (Aka my cupboard) It was quite funny that I told her to mind her head, then dun dun dun, two seconds later she goes "Ow my head" Aww, I do love her so. <3
We did vampire fanging too, but we mostly chatted and such. Her eyes are so brown and amazing! Er- yeah, they are very pretty eyes ;) I think Lissa is almost a sister to me.. XD My conclusion on it all? FLIPPING AWESOME!
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